This is an interview given by Mr. Pradhan on 18th October,
1936 4 p.m.
W.PRADHAN, B.A., L.L.B, High
Court Pleader & J.P. aged 56, residing at Sai Baugh, Santa Cruz, says:
Nana Saheb
Chandorkar was the cause of all my relations going to Baba and therefore the
cause of my going also. It was the first week of May 1910. A group of my
brothers and other relations were chatting with Mr.Chandorkar. Then my brother
Rama Rao asked: "Is there any one nowadays of the type of Akkalkote
Maharaj?"
N.C. : Do
you want to see one?
R.R
: Yes.
N.C. : In
that case, go to Shirdi. In Sai Baba of Shirdi you have one.
R.R. :
This is the first time we hear of Shirdi. Where is it and how do we get to it?
N.C. : It is in
Kopergaon Taluk, Ahmednagar District. You have to go to Kopergaon Station (on
Dhond Manmad Line) and take a tonga. Shirdi is 11 miles off the station.
Mr. Chandorkar gave
such a vivid and glowing account of Baba's power, personality, kindness and
greatness that all his hearers were aglow with the desire to rush at once or as
early as possible to Shirdi and have darsan (sight) of Baba. These relations
and friends of mine, forming a group of about 10 or 14 people started the very
next day to Shirdi. They wanted me to be with the party. But I had been out and
they left word with my wife and went away. I was that day with my mother who
told me of their trip to see Baba; but I, in my ignorance, said to her
"Who can say, if He is really genuine saint?"
When the party
returned from Shirdi, I took a loan from my brother of two things that they had
brought, a copy of Baba's picture and Chapter 31 of Bhakta Lilamrita of Das
Ganu, describing Baba's life and the miracles he wrote, promising to return
them the same day. I took them home, showed them to my wife, and began to read
aloud that Chapter 31 to her. The effect was deep and electric. All the doubt
that I had expressed to my mother vanished. I was converted. From that moment
I got a firm belief that Baba was a true and great saint if ever there was one.
My wife's faith was even greater. I told her that the book and the picture had
to be returned that day. But she could not think of parting with Baba and that
too on a Thursday. So at her insistence I kept them on, even the next day and
the third. Then as they were called for by my brother, I had to return them on
the fourth day.
Now we were burning
with a desire to go to Baba. But circumstances seemed to be adverse to any such
adventure. My sister-in-law, who had been recently widowed, appeared to be in
advanced pregnancy and had no son. We all fervently hoped she would have a son
and I, as the only male member in the house, could not leave the town as the
delivery might take place any day.
But my wife and
sister were very anxious that I should not lose the chance of seeing Baba early.
So I started about a fortnight after the first party returned from Shirdi by
the end of May 1910. By the kindness of Mr. Chandorkar, his two sons Babu and
Bapu became my companions. At starting I had provided myself with three or four
gold sovereigns (guineas, as they were called) and some notes. I got a note
changed with the object that I might be able to give silver rupees when Baba
should ask for dakshina. I had 20 Rupees in cash and the rest in notes. Thus
provided, I went to Shirdi. After a good reception at Kopergaon from the
Mamlatdar and a good bath at the Godavari, we reached Shirdi. There at that
very moment of our arrival, Baba was standing at the Lendi, as though he was
waiting for us. So we at once got down and bowed to Him. We put up at the
Sathewada and there had the company of Rao Bahadur Sathe, Mr. Noolkar, 1st
Class Sub-Judge & C. Soon after, I took all the flowers, garlands, &
fruits I had brought to the Masjid to garland Baba and gave Him all the
presents. When I looked quietly into His face and eyes, I felt confirmed in my
impression that Baba is a really great saint and said within myself “Thank God.
I came". This deep impression was quite opportune. Baba at once
proceeded to put my faith to the test.
Baba asked me for a
Dakshina. Instead of giving Him silver as I had intended when I changed the
notes at Kalyan, I gave Him gold. I put a sovereign in His hand. Baba received
it, turned it in His palms now with St.George's figure upwards, again with the
written side upwards. He did so thrice and asked Noolkar each time, "What
is this?" Noolkar replied "Baba, this is a guinea". Baba then
asked him "What is it worth?" and he replied "It is worth
fifteen rupees". Then Baba returned the coin to me saying "I do not
want this. Keep it and give me fifteen rupees". I put the coin into my
purse. But Noolkar was anxious that I should not mix up the coin touched and
returned by Baba, with other coins and asked me to keep it apart as a sacred
possession. Of course I did so. I then gave Baba fifteen silver rupees. Then
Baba took the fifteen, counted them over and over and professed to find only
ten rupees in what I gave and said "here is only Rs.10. Give me 5
more". This was really testing my faith in Him. A lawyer accustomed to
combat and criticise would naturally defend himself against the aspersion that
he gave only ten when asserting that he paid a larger sum. But my faith had
come up to the mark. I meekly accepted Baba's declaration and without any
inclination to dispute Baba's words gladly gave Hirn the other 5 rupees in my
pocket. Baba was obviously aware that the 20 rupees in my pocket was intended
for Him and expressly got to be paid to Him and under colour of wrong
calculation was carrying out my intention to place that sum at His feet. After
I gave Him the 20 rupees on that occasion He did not ask for more, though I had
a lot more in notes with me. Then I left Him.
When I went to Him
next, He was giving udhi to a number of devotees crowding round Him. He caught
sight of me as I stood at a distance, beckoned to me to draw near, addressed me
as Bhavu (as He did ever afterwards) and said "It will be alright in 2 or
4 days". Then He gave me udhi and I left the mosque. Persons who were
present and wondered at such deep interest of Baba in me and His regard for me,
like Mr.Noolkar and Mrs.Jog, came to me. Noolkar embraced me. Mrs.Jog wanted to
know from me what sacred reading I went on with (to find out how I should
deserve the marked treatment accorded to me by Baba). Baba, every one knew, did
not care for mere wealth, gold or family position. I humbly admitted to
Mrs.Jog that I could boast of little sacred study, Pothi etc.
I thought I would
return by the next day. But when leave was asked, Baba declined it in His
characteristic fashion by saying, "Go tomorrow". He did so on
succeeding days and kept me there for eight days. I was arranging for a special
dinner or Biksha to Baba the next day and requested Him to inform me who were
to be invited and what the menu was to be. Of course, Puranpoli was to be the
crown of the dinner and for guests, He said I was to invite Babu (the nephew of
Dada Kelkar), who was Baba's favourite and Baba. He said 'I also will come'
before I invited Him. The next day, the dinner was prepared as directed and
plates were served. Babu was invited and sat at one plate. Another was served
and set apart for Baba. A crow came and lifted a puranpoli off the plate and
carried it away. All hailed it with delight as evidence that Baba was going in
the form to take away His own.
The afternoon, Baba
touched His limbs on one side and said. "On this side of my body, there is
excruciating pain". But He added "It will be alright in 2 or 4
days". Baba really appeared healthy, in spite of those words and what He
meant to convey by His words escaped our powers of understanding at that time.
On a Thursday,
during that period Baba was preparing food in "Handi" (i.e., pot) to
feed large numbers. He drove away every one from the Masjid and was alone with
His handi. At that time, to the great surprise and alarm of the spectators,
myself and the two sons of Chandorkar went in. Baba far from being angry,
received us very well, as though He had intended the expulsion of others for
the very purpose of granting us a wholly private interview. Then after a little
while Baba appeared to be singing out something. At least I thought it to be
so. But I found that when He repeated the words for the third time, they
were
‘Kayare apala kayahumanave sri rama jayaram
jaya jaya ram’
At once, on hearing
these words I was overcome with emotion and I placed my head on Baba's feet and
tears flowed freely. These words were the guru mantra that I had received from
my family guru Haribua (whose grandfather Atmaram Bua who has a temple built
for his worship Thakurdwar Bombay, was the guru of my great grandfather). And
Baba was so kindly reviving my interest in and regard for that guru mantra in
this fashion for my benefit. Baba was attending to my spiritual benefit without
any question from me and His loving interest in me was too deep for me to
return and too great to acknowledge except through tears of gratitude and joy.
At the "handi", I noticed with wonder that when the contents of the
cauldron were boiling, Baba used His own bare palm and not a spoon nor a ladle
to stir the contents thoroughly to secure even and uniform consistency in the
food or Siro. His hand was not scalded or swollen by such use. Thence suddenly
at noon, He took us three to the lendi, a very unusual hour
for Him to visit the lendi; and there He dug into the earth small hollows, gave
me some corn and made me sow that corn in those hollows. Then after turning up
some earth to cover the seeds, He made me water the patches sown; and then we
returned to the mosque. It is that lendi garden which 7 or 8 years later (i.e., immediately
after He passed away) I have purchased.
After detaining us
for a week, Baba gave us permission to go away. At that time Babu Chandorkar
placed a plate under Baba's feet and pouring water on them collected the water
to be used at home. That was a departure in the traditions of Shirdi. Till then
only udhi was allowed to be taken away, and Pada-Tirtha was immediately used up
at the Arathi or at any rate at Shirdi. I took my cue from Babu and took Baba's
Padatirtha home for the use of my mother and others. On our way, at Manmad we
had only 3rd class tickets; and under the Railway rules then obtaining, we
could only board a later train but not the Punjab Mail. But by a happy thought
we rushed in and contrary to the rules, got into that mail and reached home 4
or 5 hours earlier than if we had conformed to the rules. These 4 or 5 hours I
discovered were specially valuable and it was obviously Baba's grace that
enabled us to be so early. As soon as I reached home, I learnt that my mother
had an attack of Paralysis. She was having the attack of hemiplegia in our
house at Bombay, when Baba was saying "My side is giving me excruciating
pain". Doctors had been brought in. My sister and other relations were
discussing if I should be informed at Shirdi about the event. Mr.Chandorkar who
was then present, remarked, it seems, that it was needless and that everything
would be safe for my mother so long as I stayed with Baba and that Baba would
Himself send me back, if and when there was need. On the night when we were
starting from Shirdi the attendant doctor noting the high temperature, the
constricted state of the bowels and her restlessness declared that her
condition was critical and that if however the bowels should move in the course
of the night the situation would be more hopeful. It was that very night about
4.30 or 5 a.m. I reached my mother's place. At once I gave her Baba's Udhi and
Tirtha. She then got somnolent and sometime later, her bowels moved and
consequently her temperature fell. The doctor came and found that there was
improvement and that things had taken a favourable turn. Quite obviously our
timely dismissal from Shirdi, with Baba's Tirtha and Udhi, our timely catching
the Punjab Mail and arrival on the critical night were all seen or foreseen and
willed by Baba and the favourable turn was what He intended and foretold when
He said to me at Shirdi "In 2 or 4 days it will be alright". Truly,
Sai moves in mysterious way. His wonders to perform. My mother recovered full
health soon and lived four years thereafter. Two years before her death, she
went to Shirdi and had Baba's darsan and blessing.
Without exception
all members of my family go to Baba and get His blessing. I shall mention how
my wife and sister got to Baba and how my wife got a special blessing from
Baba.
One night. Das Ganu
Maharaj performed his splendid Kirtan (always in praise of Baba, whatever the
main and express theme of his Kirtan may be) at my mother's place. Then I
invited him and Mr.Chandorkar and all the friends then present to go over to
Santa Cruz for rest. They all came with the entire musical accompaniments and
set. It was suggested that they should proceed with a fresh Kirtan here at my
house. That went on from 2 a.m. to 5 a.m. the most impressionable hours of the
night. My wife listening to the Kirtan got a burning desire to visit Shirdi.
Baba came to her in a dream she told me; and this she considered as a sufficient
indication that she should be taken to Shirdi. "But what of my wife or
sister-in-law, who still seemed to be in advanced pregnancy?" I thought
over it. My wife and sister-in-law were prepared to take the risk of labour
pains enroute. I engaged a special second class railway car, paying the price
of 12 tickets and arranged that the same car should be taken on via Manmad
to Kopergaon and taken off to a lay-by there. We all started and throughout the
journey there was not the least trouble. When we were nearing Kopergaon, my
wife said that Mr.Chandorkar would perhaps be at the station to receive us. I
replied that it was impossible, though I had intimated our starting to him.
Yet strangely that very thing happened.
Mr.Chandorkar had
gone to Shirdi on account of his ill health. He was getting fever every
alternate day and the day of our arrival was the day on which he would get
fever in the usual course. Yet he got my letter and asked Baba for permission
to receive us at Kopergaon. Baba gave it readily. When H.S.Dixit objected and
went to Baba mentioning the alternate day's fever as a reason why he should go
to Kopergaon instead of Chandorkar, Baba gruffly sent him back and said that
Chandorkar, and Chandorkar alone, should go. Mr.Chandorkar came and made grand
and excellent arrangements for our reception and for the comfort of the ladies
and all our holy baths at Godavari; and we all reached Shirdi safe.
Mr.Chandorkar was not a whit the worse for his journey and was free from fever.
His fever then left him for good.
On the day we
reached Shirdi, Baba said to Madhava Rao Deshpande, pointing to my wife, “This
is the mother of my Babu". Mr.Chandorkar thought it must refer obviously
to my sister-in-law who was believed to be pregnant and asked Baba, pointing to
my sister-in-law. "This is the lady, is it not?" Baba replied "No.
It is this" and He again pointed to my wife.
Exactly twelve
months from that date my wife was delivered of a male child and we have named
that son "Babu" (the name used by Baba). At the
"Christening" , Das Ganu, Mr.Chandorkar and all were present and it
was a grand and joyous occasion reminding us of Baba's kindness and greatness.
At my first visit
there was severe storm and rain for quarter of an hour when I was with Baba at
the masjid. I then thought that if the rains beat like that streams would swell
and getting back to my place at Bombay would be difficult and Baba would not
grant me early leave to go away. Baba then looked at the sky and said,
"Oh God!
Enough, stop the rain. My children have to go back home. Let them go back
without difficulty". As He spoke, the rains became gentler and feebler. I
felt that Baba knew my innermost thoughts. Then He gave me leave to go and I
caught the Punjab Mail and took Udhi and Tirtha to my mother as stated above.
Ill (IV] 359. The night after my return, my sister-in-law dreamt that a fakir
robed in a Kuphni and wearing a towel on his head was in our house. This I felt
was proving what Baba said "I will accompany you home". Baba is in
our house.
OM SAI RAM!
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