In
this chapter Hemadpanth talks about greatness of Baba and his humble attitude
towards God. He used to say “I am a slave of God”. Sai never compared himself
to others or allowed anyone to do so. He did not despise anyone nor considered
anyone as insignificant. Only a store of
merits in the previous life will create an interest and love for listening to
the stories of saints, to obtain happiness and contentment.
In this chapter Baba
teaches an important lesson through a sadhaka who was well versed in Patanjali
Yoga sutras and other scriptures. He was accompanied by Nana Chandorkar and
came to see Baba thinking that he can attain Samadhi sthithi in meditation.
Even though he practiced all these methods, he could not reach to the level of
perfection. He was disappointed. He was hoping that Baba can show him the way.
When he came to Dwarakamai, Baba was about to eat Bhakri with onion. Bhakri
is like a bread which happened a dry
one. Immediately in his mind he thought, how can this person can teach me
anything if he is eating onion. When such a
notion arose in his mind, Sai Maharaj, the Knower of All hearts said: “Nana,
only those who can digest onion should eat it. One who has the capacity to
digest it, he can eat onion safely”. Hearing this, the yogi was startled and,
from within, completely surrendered with full faith. Then he came near Baba and
asked relevant questions and all his doubts were cleared. He returned with a
happy mind.
Here we will make an effort to
understand what Baba was teaching. Whenever we take a task we first need to
understand what we are about to do. Then we need to understand the consequences
of those acts. Without proper understanding we will be clueless. Sometimes we
might feel we know everything and this can be tricky. If we are not influenced
by our emotions we can handle any tough situation. Even in spiritual world, one
needs to have solid foundation of fundamental principles by practice not by
just theory. This is what Baba saying about eating the onion. Can we absorb the
passions (rajo guna) that can arise by eating that?
Next Hemadpanth talks about how Syama
was saved by Baba from snake bite. Once
Shyama was bitten by a snake and the posion was spreading all over the body. He
is about to die. There was one custom in the Shirdi village that they will take
a person who was bitten by a snake to a temple in the village. But Shyama told
the villagers that no matter what happens to him, he has to go to Baba
only. By the time they reach the Dwarakamai, poison was already
spreading all over. His condition presented to be very grave. Of course Baba
saved him. Shyama is a great soul and he is a perfect example of pure devotion
and faith. We have to thrive for that kind of devotion.
Once there was cholera epidemic in Shirdi and the village heads decided that no fuel carts should be allowed into the village. They also imposed a rule that no goat should be killed there. If anyone disobeyed these ordinances they will be punished. Baba knew that these ordinances are superstitious and meaningless. But at that time people felt they were appropriate. Baba let a fuel cart come in to the village as everyone was short of the fuel. No one can speak against Baba's actions. Baba kept his dhuni burning all the time. People were free to take the wood as they wished. Baba never said a word. He proved another ordinance wrong by following story.
Story of Goat slaying:
Story of Goat slaying:
This story illustrates the extreme devotion
and faith by Dixit towards Baba.
Once
there was cholera epidemic in Shirdi area and someone brought a sick goat to
Baba which is about to die. Then at that time, Bade Baba was nearby.
Baba said: “Offer it as a sacrifice. Kill it with one stroke”. When that Bade
Baba was the first one to be asked to kill the goat, the excuse that came from
his mouth was: “Why should it be unnecessarily killed?”
Then Baba ordered Shyama, “Shyama, you at
least bring a knife. We will cut the goat. Go now”. Madhavrao was a faithful
devotee. He went to Radhakrishnamai and brought a big knife and placed it
before Baba. Though Shyama was troubled about bringing the big knife, Baba
would not have been satisfied in seeing him without the knife. In the
meanwhile, Radhakrishnamai learnt about this matter and recalled the big knife
because she felt pity. Then Shyama left to get another knife. He remained in
the Wada, delaying his return, so that the killing would not have to be done at
his hand.
Then to test Kaka’s mind, Baba ordered him:
“Go, you bring a big knife to cut. Let the goat be freed from its misery”. Then
he went to Sathe’s Wada and brought the instrument (to kill) as per the order.
He got himself ready to kill the goat without the least hesitation. He was
determined to undauntedly obey the Guru’s order. But his heart was palpitating
and his body was soaked in perspiration. Then tucking in his dhoti with one
hand and holding up the knife in the other, he folded up the sleeve of the hand
that held the knife. He came forward where the goat was. Then, he tightened his
grip on the big knife, raised his hand and said: “Baba, shall I kill it? Just
tell me once.” Truly speaking, a weapon is held only to protect the weak; and
yet it was now raised above an innocent goat! But he had dedicated his life to
serve the Guru. Therefore, he had no hesitation. He wanted to kill it quickly.
But pity arose in his heart and the big knife wavered. The hand would not
descend. “Come on, kill now, what are you waiting for? Hearing this final
order, he made a semi-circular turn for an effective strike. He lifted his hand
with the big knife. Now he would certainly strike! Seeing this, Mother Sai,
knowing that it would be a calamity said: “Oh let it be. Oh, Kaka, stop this.
How cruel you are! Though you are a Brahmin, you are ready to kill! Have you no
thought about this? ” Hearing this, he threw aside the big knife. The young and
the old were surprised. The goat’s life was spared. Devotion to the Guru had
scaled the peak!
Then,
Kaka, after throwing away the large knife said what? Pay attention: “Baba, your
nectar-like words are the only ‘dharma’ and laws in our life. We have no other
dharma. We have no shame. Obeying the Guru’s order is our only
creed. It is our Veda(Scripture) and Shastra. To completely
obey the Guru’s order, that is the meaning of discipleship for a
disciple. That is our jewel. Disobedience is the greatest sin. We never consider
the consequences of these actions whether they give pleasure or pain. Whatever
is our fate will happen. Our salvation is at the Sadguru’s feet.
Why should we think of the reason behind the order? It is our duty to obey.
Then Baba wanted to take care of the business
himself to give sadgati to that goat. Then Bade Baba wanted to avoid this and
take it to Takiya. When they were taking the goat, it died on the way. Everyone knew that the goat’s death was
imminent, but at the opportune time Baba enacted this drama.
Spiritual meaning behind the story:
This was a difficult test and Kaka was pure
gold. Though Baba knew this fully, unless he had tested him in public, it would
not be believed. Baba promised him that he will take him in “Vimana” that is
providing him sadgati (Salvation). This is the kind of devotee who is eligible
for Brahma-Jnana (Self-Realization).
If one had doubts about the words of a saint,
his efforts for achievement are unsuccessful. His words become meaningless,
futile, fruitless chatter. Not even a bit of spiritual growth is gained. One
who respects the words of the Guru will achieve his welfare and the supreme
goal of his life. But he who finds fault with them and thinks them vile, he is
ruined. One who is always ready to serve the Guru, respects and obeys the
Guru’s orders; he makes the Guru responsible for what is correct or incorrect
in all respects. He is the servant of the Guru’s orders. He does not think
independently. Always, obeying the orders of the Guru, he does not distinguish
what is good or bad. Mind should be engrossed in remembering Sai’s name; the
eyes should be fixed at the feet of Sai; the attitude should be of meditation
on Sai – the whole being should be dedicated to Sai. Even if a moment is lost
between receiving the orders and executing them, that time also cannot be
tolerated. This is a strange level of awareness!
Dixit was a man of pure heart. He was
truthful, courageous, and unshakable as a rock in his determination. It did not
even occur to him to question the righteousness of killing the goat. The mind
should be always at the Guru’s feet, whether I live or die. We obey
the order of the Guru. He alone knows the consequence or the end result.
Om Sri Sainatharpanamasthu!
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